Your essay's more on-target then you realize: I have a number of such people as you describe who wish me harm, but they can only do so when conditions are right.
As for how I recognize it, sure, I can talk about that. I suppose there's three parts to it:
First, divination, of course. (In particular, tracking the planets across my natal houses has been eerie, and this is said as someone who you'd think would be used to such things by now.)
Second, experience: the people in question have been after me for a long time and I've gotten used to recognizing their fingerprints.
Third, sensitivity: in general, I seem to be an extremely spiritually sensitive person, and this has grown increasingly sharp in recent years. This doesn't seem especially unique to me: it's commonly cited among mystics, and is, I think, a big part of why we tend to move into the mountains and live as hermits—it's just too noisy otherwise! (I have a very difficult time even being in small cities for more than a few hours, and large cities are impossible: my wife has a few stories of times she's had to literally drag me through Manhattan, bless her!) For better or worse, I'm presently living in a large town, and I've had to spend an unusual amount of effort in purifications these last few days in order to function.
Thanks for this! I'm a little shaken by my own synchronicity of the essay I wrote: immediately after I wrote it a thunderstorm came and we got very badly needed rain. Also there was a bunch of rainbows. It's spooky for me too! Thank you again for the deeper explanation.
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Date: 2022-08-20 08:29 pm (UTC)Your essay's more on-target then you realize: I have a number of such people as you describe who wish me harm, but they can only do so when conditions are right.
As for how I recognize it, sure, I can talk about that. I suppose there's three parts to it:
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