I'm sorry to read this! Weirdly I wrote a post that discusses weather conditions without seeing your post here. That said, I explored different themes. For whatever it may be worth, the energy in my town right now seems okay and has for the past few days. I wonder if it's more regional? The sensing of energy condition interests me greatly, since it seems so polyvalent: bother the observer and the observed have their place. For instance, in 2009 I remember the terrible energy, but I was also in a far worse place personally as I was homeless in the woods for most of that year! So it's hard for me to tease out what was what, and I'm curious how you discern, if it were something you were okay sharing. That said, I certainly hope that conditions improve for you, what you write sounds dreadful.
Your essay's more on-target then you realize: I have a number of such people as you describe who wish me harm, but they can only do so when conditions are right.
As for how I recognize it, sure, I can talk about that. I suppose there's three parts to it:
First, divination, of course. (In particular, tracking the planets across my natal houses has been eerie, and this is said as someone who you'd think would be used to such things by now.)
Second, experience: the people in question have been after me for a long time and I've gotten used to recognizing their fingerprints.
Third, sensitivity: in general, I seem to be an extremely spiritually sensitive person, and this has grown increasingly sharp in recent years. This doesn't seem especially unique to me: it's commonly cited among mystics, and is, I think, a big part of why we tend to move into the mountains and live as hermits—it's just too noisy otherwise! (I have a very difficult time even being in small cities for more than a few hours, and large cities are impossible: my wife has a few stories of times she's had to literally drag me through Manhattan, bless her!) For better or worse, I'm presently living in a large town, and I've had to spend an unusual amount of effort in purifications these last few days in order to function.
Thanks for this! I'm a little shaken by my own synchronicity of the essay I wrote: immediately after I wrote it a thunderstorm came and we got very badly needed rain. Also there was a bunch of rainbows. It's spooky for me too! Thank you again for the deeper explanation.
Thank you. I've been feeling "draggish" the last few days - and I forget there can be reasons besides my own biorhythm or whatever, though I periodically, laughingly, blame the weather (cuz why not)... but yeah, just kinda ick. Thanks for mentioning you're picking up on something - it helps to know as it reminds me of the wider world's goings-on that are beyond my ken.
Feeling leaden or heavily weighted is the way I'd describe it, too, in both mind and body. (I've been running into things a lot since my reaction time has been so poor.) I hope it lifts for you soon!
YES, same. Draggish and kind of ick for sure. I've been trying to analyze myself, but maybe it's not me (or me alone). Reading what sdi wrote above, I even burnt my finger badly the other day, just moving so slow!
In terms of the physical weather, in our part of world here on the East Coast, we haven't seen rain for more than a month. Perhaps smacking of the spiritual condition, as well.
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Date: 2022-08-20 08:29 pm (UTC)Your essay's more on-target then you realize: I have a number of such people as you describe who wish me harm, but they can only do so when conditions are right.
As for how I recognize it, sure, I can talk about that. I suppose there's three parts to it:
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Date: 2022-08-21 12:16 pm (UTC)I pray you and yours are well, and Axé!