Baseless Speculation Time

[sdi]

1. Spirit is unity: it is a limitless mind, endlessly contemplating itself (for there is nothing else to contemplate).

2. So potent is spirit that the very ideas it contemplates are alive, and we call these souls.

3. Souls are unique expressions of life: the greatest are prime and express a single, pure nature; the rest are composite, expressing a harmony of primal natures.

4. The more composite a soul is, the weaker it is, and souls that are too weak to exist of themselves animate bodies, which act as a sort of support or crutch, allowing the soul to function even while weak.

5. Spirit is unlimited, but souls are limited by their natures; consequently, the spiritual world (which souls inhabit) is unlimited by such constraints as space and time, while the world of soul (which bodies inhabit) is limited by these.

6. A soul cannot change its composite nature (it is "baked in" to its very existence); however, by focusing on some aspects of it at the expense of others, a soul inhabiting a body may concentrate its power and gain enough strength to no longer require a body, at the cost of losing some measure of its expressive potential. (That is, it must act within the constraints of this purer nature, or else return to needing a body.)

7. Therefore, one might assume that if a soul's goal is to live in the material world, and to live well in it, then it should deliberately pursue the strategy of balancing its various natures. However, if a soul's goal is to leave the material world and live in the spiritual, then it should deliberately pursue a strategy of focusing on some natures at the expense of others.

(I am not certain of these points—indeed, on the basis that "all models are wrong, but some are useful," I am certain that there is at least something incorrect about each one—but I have a vague feeling that there's something to it. Certainly, I am pursuing the latter goal; this life is very weird; and my angel tells me that it only gets weirder from here...)

Comments

[sdi]

Aha! I got you.

I would (personally) agree with your sources that a soul that isn't in need of a body can choose to "redescend" the planes if they wish. A soul might choose to do this if, for example, they wish to explore other natures that they possess in the abstract but are not currently exhibiting. (From their own perspective, of course, since technically souls are eternal, but they experience eternity one-thing-at-a-time.) To do so, of course, would mean that they are "starting over again" in the karmic sense, depending on how deep down they wish to go (that is, how many of their latent natures they wish to attempt to reinvigorate). This could involve anything from quick exploration of the astral to many eons working their way back up from the physical from near-scratch.

I think where the model I'm working from, above, disagrees with the sources you cited (at least, the second- or third- hand version of it that I've heard, since I haven't read them in any detail) is that I wouldn't say we're developing a "mental body"—I'd say we already have it and always have, since it's eternal and unchanging. I'd say we're simply temporarily unable to access those "mental body experiences" because we're too weak, having too many of our own natures competing for attention. Who's to say we didn't spend ages in the spiritual world already, and we're presently clawing out way back up because we decided we wanted to do it differently? Would that feel any different, from our present perspective, from doing it for the first time?

(But again, I must stress these are all just models and I'm in baseless speculation mode. I really don't know anything that I'm presently pontificating about. But it's fun to think about!)

[temporaryreality]

"I'm in baseless speculation mode. I really don't know anything that I'm presently pontificating about. But it's fun to think about!"

And that describes me exactly, too! :D

I don't have the foggiest idea of what's possible or likely - or even, really, where I am in the scheme of things, going "up" or "down" or spending eons doing the same thing over and over. I do admit, though, that the thought of coming back and doing it all again sounds so... dreary? disheartening? like, what kind of fool thing was my higher self thinking if that's what's going on?